i've created a separate blog.

i've moved to another space.
but this one will be my site to just, well, yell about anything.=)

back from the dead

i realise...there are these periods of time where i would switch off and pretend everything is okay.
that's such a farce.
how can it possibly be
that nothing has ever changed
when everything has changed?

siteX

i'm working at siteX!it's pretty funny.cus yiling actually was the one that found the job?and i got it.how accidental.
anyway, just come and down and look for me if u wanna.it's till sunday,9pm!i sell logtech keyboards and mice=P
oh,and i gotta catch goblet @ imaX!=)

BBQ....

It's going to be a quiet day....
hopefully at jy's house, everything will be clearig up soon.
the sky is kinda red again...

!!!!!!!!

keeping my 4 subs.yay.
must work DAMN HARD next year.
blog more after OP tmr....OP!OP!terrorise my life.
and whoever's want guitar lessons,please contact me!

wed.happy day.

i've finally recovered.from my crazy little period.
thanks mouse.

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went to school for pw today.
yawn.
not much to say.
the usual people.
all cooing over my new fone.
hx taking up space again.expected.haha.

we went to parkway after that ( crys,herlina and i).
i can shop with girls well .( my sis provided ample training.LOL)
turns out 77th street HAS beanies.so cheated.>.<
cheaper too at 10.90.i should get a white one for myself.wahaha.

everything has changed

we tried to go to kbox.on tuesday that is.
after wad i said...everything changed.sigh.

turns out we forgot it was a public holiday.
so exp!!!!!!!!!!!!!so we didnt go.
went from cinileisure to marina sq.
yh said just as well, since "someone died and it must be haunted."
lol.

attempted to bowl.
but it was 3.90!my GAWD.
we got severely pissed.
went to Carl's Junior and had american burgers.burp.
the ice tea kept turning out wrong!!!!!>.<

went beanie shopping again after that.
found one at queensway.after must hesitation and trying ons.
then we went crazy and took 14 all the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
reaching bedok at 8 (we took the bus at 645), i proceeded to kim's house.
poor kim.
hope she does well for science.

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i returned home after that.
tired, regretful, unfulfiled.
even though it was supposed to be a day out of fun with friends.
.
..
...
what do i do this for?

New Balance

i went to the NB shop at comtech on monday.
siok yehhao ter and me.
haha.wk warned me the place was as dingy as it could get.
he proved to be right.
we got lost, hampered, hot, sweaty and tired.
terence was pissed over the lack of his "sweat-free exp".gah.

well, i got my shoes.
siok got an attractive white bag.haha
then we left and ate at pastamania @ harbourfront.
went bag and beanie shopping.
stupid zach!you bought the bag i wanted.will never forgive u.lol.

ter and i went beanie shopping @ tm after that.
whatever happened afterwards was a blur i don't wish to remember.
...

Saturday

last saturday was busy.
went to teach kim tuition in the morning...
that girl is seriously nutty and adorable at the same time.
always begging me with her huge bambi eyes not to do any work.
hai.
KC ah lian in training.=D
i gave her work as usual and went through her stuff...hopefully she'll do better in her exams.next year will have to teach her again.lets see how that goes.
the idea of me being a mentor to her in her teenage years kind of terrfies me.am i ready for that role?

after that i went with junus to watch flightplan.
much popcorn, coke and flying exchanges of sacarsm later, we were pretty happy.
kept losing to her at crazy taxi.HAWWWWWWWW.
then we walked a bit, talked a little more.
realising how sissified my actions are.
GOTTA CHANGE.

then she followed me to bring the IP ppl to the esplanade.
i lied she was an intern from e-club. ( so sue me)
the IP kids were pretty exciting...lol
and they understood everything i said!
we went from the fullerton to the merlion, then the esplanade and finally to suntec.

tiring day isn't it?
haha.

Last day of school.
this mix of feelings, compounded by my own fears.
the concert for mrs lim was beyond expectations.
lessons went by in a blur.
mrs chang was nice enough to appeal for me,
i may keep my four subjects.
thank you mrs chang.
presentations went by in a blur too.
i was so relieved, i had no idea what i was doing.
the most intense memory of it all.
waikit, saying goodbye.
a year passed with him as my friend.
yet...
at this ultimate stage of separation, i'm unsure what to say.
we will meet in the future.i'm sure of it.
until then, good luck for your future.
sorely.missed.

washing glasses can be quite a challenge.
it seems that, no matter how hard i try to wash them,
these little stains always remain.

it's just like life.
there are things we can never wash away.
the stains stay there forever to haunt you.

Do i live with these stains?
Or do i hide them?

The frustration is killing me.
i wish i've never told you anything.
now that things are going to get complicated.
i'll have to trust only myself again.as always.

i already see the signs happening.
i'm slowly infiltrating your life,
and so are you.
it's already happened before,
and i don't want to experience this again.
i'm too scared, too confused, too frightened.
the feeling is so intense, it makes me want to cry.
How can something so wrong, seem so right
at the same time?
yet i cannot do anything but think about it.
trying harder.and harder. to stay away.
it's best to keep myself away from you.